ppl easy to get into one situation or maybe 3, 4, 5.....tat u stuck ur head there, continue moving on altho is the end.

ppl not easy to be satisfied. most of them need more and more. think carefully.....

i let the fate decide.

热情淡了吗 想抽身了吗
聊电话也泄气了吗
旧承诺应不假 却忍不到闷吧
惦记当天处处鲜花#互缠着到老 不死都疲劳
还是跟你痛快结束
为承诺守得到 拍拖都变义务
没法稀罕你这情操
去吧 犹如候鸟飞走吧
未奢想你迷途知返
自由来换失恋那代价
你真的相信值得吗 #*是我太过爱你 愿意放生你
无谓你抱阵我也这么的晦气
我亦算知丑 无谓强迫你
难道要我对着你句句要生要死
就当爱错了你 就当放生你
无谓你说话里有这么多怨气
我就放开手 无谓再忍你
明白放过你是放过自己这个道理

those who dun know english....pls go and translate....it will be useful...
the song Let Go, fong shang.

concerntrate...
concerntrate....
in my life now....pls....

today would like to have a closest detail about myself..

10:02pm = jas sitting in da office after finishing part of the job. and thinking, men are always selfish. and kick their asses. and by the way, they are fully addicted to some games, their brain just stuck there.stupid....

05:47am = jas is sitting here. listening 2 lame fellas joke. EW.sakit perut.....=.= i wanna go toilet !!!

too bad no sensitive issue can write in my blog...
else there will be more interesting on my life...=P

I suddenly found out i brought 2 bottles of Lancome Tropiques from HKIA, one for my mama, one is mine....and i totally forgot it !! the salegal told me tat this fragrance only limited in airport....hmm....i dun give a damn, but it smells like white floral....very sweet smell.....until my nose cant forget it...here is it =)

tat day went to Jogoya with ah chan......................=D so damn expensive but is sooooooooo much gorgeous... let the picture do the talking...altho is just few pics...

Your Life Path Number is 7

Your purpose in life is to find truth and meaning You are very spiritual, and you are interested in the mysteries of life. You are quite analytical and a great thinker. You have many theories and insights. A life of solitude is perfect for you. You need time to think and do things your way. In love, you are quite charming. You attract many with your confidence and wit. While you enjoy being alone, sometimes you take it to an extreme. You can become too isolated, shutting out loved ones and friends. Express yourself a little bit more, and you'll be surprised where it takes you!

What Is Your Life Path Number?

found this in samantha's blog feel exciting to try and see what the fish is my life path, cos i really lost now a day. hehe...im isolated.....i am....and i really need something secure to let me release out. this cant asily be found, nor fren nor partner....im a lil poor thing, hehe...=D

who cares? i dun mind spending time alone and think more....

i read all my previous blogs in space.msn....
tats a lot about u and me.......
and i will continue writing them....
until one day, u dun want to spend ur time with me,
until u found someone tat is more commited then me,
until u feel uneasy to my attitude,
until u no need care from me...
until...whatever reason u gave, i ll let u go.....cos i want u to be happy....
u know tat ?

i need a lot a lot a lot of music therapy....




walking into fairy tales, into those forest tat only exist in fairy tales....

i saw river flowing....swams swiming.....all in a scene tat seems so peaceful....

i wanna try again, i cant be so selfish....to dump u here...
so i managed a good lunch, booked movie and arrange a good time on monday, ready to spend with him.
this morning i confessed to u, i wanna be with him here, at here, forever.....
buy a house, have a quiet life....i dun care what ppl said, im ordinary....
if one day, really have tat one day, we have to separate, we ll never regret. ^^

张栋梁 - 只因为你
从清晨露出微笑的金黄
我知道我不会再孤单
看你为我绽放的脸庞
放在心上有了你我的世界不一样
童话里幸福终结了忧伤
你是我最靠近的坚强
有你陪我自在地遨翔
抬头仰望天空
变成一座游乐场世界更明亮
只因为你我情不自禁闭上眼睛
心里想了想
还是你不让你离开我的手心
呵护着你 幻想着紧抱在我怀里
只因为你我情不自禁
这样为你证明我不再 孩子气
如果有一天我们老去寸步不离
回忆里如镜子都是你

从清晨露出微笑的金黄
我知道我不会再孤单
看你为我绽放的脸庞
放在心上有了你我的世界不一样
童话里幸福终结了忧伤
你是我最靠近的坚强
有你陪我自在地遨翔
抬头仰望
天空变成一座游乐场世界更明亮
只因为你我情不自禁闭上眼睛
心里想了想还是你不让你离开我的手心
呵护着你 幻想着紧抱在我怀里
只因为你我情不自禁
这样为你证明我不再 孩子气
如果有一天我们老去寸步不离
回忆里如镜子都是你
只因为你我情不自禁闭上眼睛
心里想了想还是你
不让你离开我的手心呵护着你 幻想着紧抱在我怀里
只因为你我情不自禁这样为你证明我不再 孩子气
如果有一天我们老去寸步不离回忆里如镜子都是你

"do what a 24th year old should do !"
"jaslin, go for ur dream.if not, u will regret in ur life."
shit, i've struggle all this years...just for this word came out from a fren of mine.
morning, woke up so peacefully, everything seems so silent to me.
is like i never 24th and i got a lot of times to decide what is good for me.
study is never too late =)

when i decide everything and settle everything, is the time i ll announce.

margaret self study IN-DE. hehe......crazy !u think easy ar ???!!!
what ? u can work with them, is better to waste money study.
at least she didnt say im stupid or brainless,
at least i got a supporter =)

once i bother about my feelings, the unpleasent way of doing things are so annoying....
what can make me really go for a change ? i need a supporter altho tats just one.....
i want a lot of frens, i want them call me once they have party or anything....
i got a lot "frens", but not as they will do like tat to me..
i envy.......
deep down there envy....

im like a little idiot tat only write things for myself..
dear jas, dear jas and dear jas...
feeling so unbelong....lonely....unsecure.
tats no one wanna know me well..tats how i feel...
i might be need some attention from the world.
or maybe my personality have some problem ?making everyone hate me or bias me ?
in relationship, im admit im zero man....actually do u know what i want ?
in family, im rebel, forever rebel....actually do u all know what i want ?
i blame and blame....self esteem is tat low....
u said u loves me, why not u know me ?
not to say, what i like what what what..
is about why......
i wanna keep this to myself....but i scare i will kill myself one day....
i didnt want to know u bother me or not....
if my blog is wrote just for the sake i asked u to read.....what for ?
u understand the meaning ?

latest pic......just give some feedback and drop me one line of msg in msn also.
im fat btw...

tats something begun, then the end is slowly appear....
just right when u close ur eyes.......open ur eyes again, its faded away.....
just life there is...
i dun give a damn about it. it hurts.

if someone realise im writting something "contradictions" here, yes, im contradictions then.
is just the way i am. once moment here, once monent tat....
my life is a complete mess, yes, u c me good, i c u good...hehe...

to those who wanna know me better, just read and accept the facts.
to those who think im a complete idiot and brainless, go ahead and stop reading, cos i advised u tat this blog is written by a very high intelligent and educated idiot ![hahahahaha....]

i wanna be good, if i can learn my lesson from someone better then me.
the one saids my blog is a complete trash is ah chan, btw..

我的人生,很乱中.
无奈中,失意中,迷途中.

i wanna try some weeds..
just once...and i want to see the worsest side of me, maybe i might wake up from the dark and face the sunshine with my heart.-quote from jaslin.

sometimes, ppl like me will do right things...
altho life is full of errors....dun let ur mind come over u.

just to update all wanted to do for the previous wednesday..

Do my bed
wash toilet
cook lunch for my sis
tidy my "closets"(there are 2 !!)
clean my room
do some laundry
iron some shirts
a whole 4 hours marathon jap intensive studies

screwed !! =P
is a total fatal !! HAHAHHAHAA...god damn plan !

And again i think myself a stalker.and why so ? cos when someone is about to know where my bf is, and things he promised, he cant make it and he come and blame u for STALKING him(not directly, u know is those stupid slang, i ll tell u if i got free alright ?) ? WTF ?
i try not to complaint anymore on ur "compliance" sorry la boi..is kinda hard lo ! and i feel like im sitting here like a quiet [hctib], studying and let u not to suspect me. to tell u frankly, i NOT SO LIKE IT lo !! u know im a outgoing person, and u tell me to bare in mind if im going with some guys and same goes to u ? hense another WTF ?

ok, this is what i did on tonight. i have a slightly chat with shell online, and she came out with a simple diet plan,i guess i NEED them soooooooo much ! >.<> this diet plan takes 3 weeks. im finding my diet recipe at my floor, but not seems to find it, so ya...find online, google.com ma !! haha! tomolo is my day 1. now thinking......thinking.....ah ha !here goes...

current calories needed(based on scientific calculation):1713.
reason keeping fit: to wear nice short skirts.
lotion:McWell shaping creame, whole body.
cloths:tight black reebok pant
food: vegi and mee for tomolo night
exercise:wake up early around 5 pm to jogging for 30 mins around the park.
food tat i bring to work tomolo: 3 pieces of bread(80 cal x 3 = 240 cal ) + diet milk (86 cal.) = total cals. is 326 cals.

*****************************KEEP FIT PERIOD************************

my whole new glasses from the shop,
ah chan have some comment bout my frame,
well......i like wor !!! so, u cant stop me ah chan =P
the frame is almost the same as ah chan one ! hehe...=D

saw this very pretty couple ring ~~
see those crowne !! oh no...........wonder what ah chan said about it, =P is NT1999, not bad loooh !!
i dun usually buy ring, but this worth to buy..... !!!!

Why my blog title named "Full of passionate and lust" ?
cos im not too such a person now, i want to paint up my life.
Passionate on life, do what the heck it takes to live no regrets.
Lust on life, is not giving up to be in high level humanity. (by the way...human is a lusty animal.)
tats what jas wanna do in her life....
u can too ? show it !

This few days...i didnt update my blog, didnt studies, ddint help up my parents, didnt tidy my room, im a piece of shit..Zzzz....anyway, tml gonna do something to change the view of mine seeing this world ^^

Do my bed
wash toilet
cook lunch for my sis
tidy my "closets"(there are 2 !!)
clean my room
do some laundry
iron some shirts
a whole 4 hours marathon jap intensive studies

u think these all easy ar ? aiks.....>.<