那种感觉，好像不会再见到你了。
不知道为什么这种感觉，就是不会很自在。
我不会掩饰自己的感觉。还是会对你有一种情愫，一种特别的情愫。

Hehehe......someONE sent me this link for Digi commercial...
http://digi.com.my/whatshot/whatshot_commercials_ads.do?movie=98

my Hiro Nakamura is inside, but clone or not i dun know la, kekekekeke.....=X

死了死了，还有仅仅那2个月就考试，我还没有进入状况。
我究竟是为了什么啊？为什么我的心一点都不紧张什么的>.<
很是痛苦。
现在其实在读书中，却又不知道记不记得那些曾经读过的。
心情很复杂，希望一些烦恼可以离开我远一点。

你，去死算啦！心里和嘴里都无时无刻在诅咒着。

Last friday, went Sunway with 10 of my fella colleagues....sunburnt and get hurted at my hand ! DAMN !! what a bad day without 36 hours sleeps, hahahhaa....im transformer back there....after sunway somemore go steamboat + BBQ....pics tellls everything...here u goesssssssssssssssssss....

-pic 1 from left:Sunway lo!!! - pic2:Joey + Xiu guai ji...(Dennis) -pic3:rainbow up the sky, on the way to steamboat.


-pic1 from left:chris+LYY+Jean+SY -pic2:start lo!!! -pic3:Darren + Desmond(tai pao)


-pic1 from the left:the other table..-pic2:tai pao+darren+ben..-pic3:white shirt clan!!


-pic1 from the left:simply captured while eating..-pic2:joey+me+dennis..=pic3:me + jessie


-pic1 from the left: Dennis + jessie..pic2:me+joey+ben..-pic3:me threaten Darren hahaha...


taken with 2 leng luiz, jean + SY...

whenever i listen to a song, especailly english song, i would really go and listen the lyrics...and, lyrics is very important to a song to.o...they combined speech and feeling together with rhythm, beautiful combination....^^ i like Michael Buble....also downloading illegally.....=X so, here it goes...Everything....dedicate to a man, which is can really make me laugh from heart and truely appreciate me....=)


Michael Buble - Everything lyrics
You're a falling star,
You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand
when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.
And you play you're coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.
[Chorus:]And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.
And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.
[Chorus:]And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, LaSo, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

[Chorus:]And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.You're every song, and I sing along.

'Cause you're my everything.Yeah, yeahSo, La, La, La, La, La, La, LaSo, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

Tat day, i took half day for BBQ session with my ex colleagues, when i reached Donna house, suppose to follow JC (Jason Chua, he is my ex boss eldest son) to my shi fu(chan yan soon, another name is Garfield Chan, he taught me a lot when im still in the old company) house, which is a very beautiful condos with beautiful garden and swimming pool, wow tat swimming are awesome, wanna buy gogle lu...=P wanna swim there, kekeke...my hand clamped !!! cos i carried too heavy thing...-.-" etc.....pudding and kuih...then we put at the BBQ counters, is 630pm...i went up to see my shi fu house, it is a heaven, Full surround system !!! LCD !!! Wireless !!! Comics !!! and a lot a lot more latest DVD !!! WA LAO EHHH....i think i have to move in =X hehe.....wanted to stay some place like this leh, hehe...go up his house do cleaning also not bad hor, part time ma =X somemore got DVD watch =XXX shi fu a success personal, im sure he can judge me for paying me higher, hehe....

im at the kitchen cutting some fruits, water melon, melon~~-.-" boring ! and then i felt bored, simply cut those fruits with diff shapes, JoC(Joseph Chua, he is my boss youngest son) was standing beside me tokking some jap words...which some i dun un cos he took the lvl 3 exam and now in lvl 2, DAMN !! i hate him..>.<>guys, go buy this DVD la...superb clear =X

2 hours later.....they still playing mahjong, and i stunt there....finished watching...went to kitchen and wash all the thing tat left over, strange ! those guys are not doing anything and why am i here ? -.-" hehe....nvm la ^^ im shi fu's student ma...sure will help him =D

1 am.....have to sent fu len home, after sending....i reached home oledi 2am...too late, im gonna sleep...the other days i still got work....but today, i had a very good night, i enjoy at least =) here are some of the pics...not manage to catch up more ppl, cos im busy bakar ikan, hahaha ^^" others pics at Donna's hand, will be upload real soon...tat is digicam, mine is fon ok ??? >.<

*this is Gary (current is their company colleague) cakey...mini cake ! from Bee.


*Left over cakeys, hehehe....4 of them !mini mini cakes...


*Xiu kai yik....ngo ji sai zhong yi sik, kekekeke....


*things tat need to be BBQ, still left so many....-.-"


*Fulen showing off and Esther just ying chow =X


*JC, my ex boss's son...


*From shi fu's balcony.....very nice view of KLCC and KL...


*very nice garden but very blurry....ok la !! only 2 MGP cheapskate camfon ok ? >.<

你有烦恼吗？每个人都有啦，只是考验我们自己怎么settle问题。
本人地烦恼也是很多啦！可能比起你们，我还只是少少啦，不过我还真的找方法去settle，听听别人怎么说也好。

----听自己爱听的音乐，节奏快的会比较好啦！*如果你是冷感性的就不要再听什么抒情乐，古典乐啦，那些只会再次把你拖下去问斩，呵呵~*

----尽量让自己静下来，停下手中的一切。想想下一步怎么做，时间是我们的，所以应该由我们来主宰，不是时间主宰我们。

----如果你寂寞，不用怕！你有的是朋友。在我的人生里面，朋友不需要多，好的一两个就好了，至少当你很不开心的时候，他们愿意抽时间陪你聊天，疯癫，哈哈哈哈！

----当人家说你无可救药的时候，不要紧！因为他们不了解你，你知道自己能做得更加好！因为你是独一无二的=)

----当人家说你不如对面那个女生般漂亮，不用介意！！因为讲的那个人也不会好到哪里去！！所以当他/她自以为自己的审美眼光很好*讲真的，我们公司有很多这些扑街。*

----当自己觉得郁闷的时候是应该的，因为在人生里面，不需要每一段时间都是刺激好玩的。

----我发觉物质可以治疗一个人的挫折，相信我，我做过。所以平时要多多储蓄，以便“不时之需”，呵呵呵呵。。毕竟还是人啊，总是有七情六欲的，而且我容易满足啦！rm1000~rm2000的物质是治疗我的方法*好像真的变成物质女郎了-.-"*

我是一个女生啦！所以都是比较情绪化，现在在改进着。^^

最近身子不是那么好。不是时不时的打喷嚏，就是无端端的喉咙疼，倍感辛苦之余还真累=.="
不常打瞌睡的我渐渐变得非常的爱打瞌睡。/(o.o)\天吖~我还好吗？？？
一个朋友的忠告提醒了我。时间是属于我们的，我的妈呀！！！！还是不了解中^^"
时间观念真地很重要！！！所以我failed了这次的试考，老师在我耳边唠唠叨叨的好不热闹！>.<"
昨天过了痛苦的一天~~~熬过了前所未有的“眼睡”！

Today went to buy some breakfast for my mama at the pasar(market) near my house, and also bring my winter jacket to wash(shit, i saw some stains at my jacket...ewwwwwwwwww so disgusting....). So the laundry lady told me a lot of stories, actually we are really chatting with no body biz...kekeke....tok about her car got banged by 2 cars, and she is at the middle car, and some gossip about her customers....from elder we know their stories, their experience, so we can be a better person, i know this is from me, u guys sure -0- .....but hey, sometimes when u listen their stories, we learnt !!!! altho me and her just 萍水相逢~but is fun tokking with ppl tat we just knew =)

有些人很笨，他/她不懂得一段感情没有了感情却怎么也放不了手。
当感觉延伸到一种程度却又在心里面爆发。
这究竟是怎么一回事？
一种究竟想拿我怎么办的呐喊。
一种我是笨蛋的感觉涌上心头，为什么要堕入红尘的满怀抱怨。
离开是对的选择，但是始终，我们选择的还是随缘。
哈哈哈哈。。。这样算是给天作决定吗？还是按耐不住心里的烦躁，继续让这小小的涟漪有蔓延的迹象？

忘不了成了最佳的借口告诉自己真的忘不了。

I have a fren from HK bought me this...which i always wanted a white purse >.<> Stephen !!! Hehe...if u coming back to Malaysia, i sure treat u eat more more, kekeke...

THANKS !!ありがとう～～～～～

Tat day went to this cafe *Samosa* near UCSI....not bad geh not pricey also, but closing too early...10pm, WTH.....HALO also close at 2am laaaaa.....-.-"

就这样，弥漫着浓郁味道的空间瞬间变得空洞。
没落的情感就像干了的花瓣，点点坠落，向主人默默的抗议。
那就是过程吗？火红，烫热的两个人，降落于冰点以下，事情就是这样容易结束。
可能还是一个开始。文字开始在我手里挥舞着，展现它的愤抗。
又能怎么样去适应那去如风的感情？
深奥往往是抒发的谜语。=)

一个并肩作战的战友，一个完美的女神。
你如何取舍？