0617am after 26 hours of shift, i finally sleep till now. This is my 1st time ever work so hard. why ? cos i cant stop down. if i stopped down, my emotion will take over me, i cant make a proper decision. Shell saids it right..i got a lot distraction, it has be some way to get out, right ? im not a person tat sit there waiting or sighing, im a problem solver. ppl said im a very aggresive gal. ya, tats true. anger management....

0638am saw this in someplace, "There is no more sunshine nor rainbow as the storm has taken over the both..." i still care about it. and it will never gone from my heart no matter how hard i tried to get it off. shit....if u understand what i said....