在我的人生里面，就只有逃避。
学习，感情，甚至家人，我逃避了很多责任。
因为我知道背负很多责任会很辛苦。
但是他们正是我所爱，和重要的东西。
试想着，我一路的逃避会造成多少人的伤害？

所以从今天开始我不会再逃避。
要每一天都对得起自己。

Is oledi almost 2 month i started work in new place...everything going smooth(perhaps), keep on making new frens, knew a few japanese, kept on doing things tat i like, its like a new page in my life.

Also, a month didnt post something here. Today is saturday, tomolo is my JLPT 3(yes, im retake) not much hope to get what sensei expected, but hope to do my best this time.

Went to taman pertanian(agricultural garden) few weeks back with my ex ex koliks and K. Here is some of the pic we took =)


*they have 4 seasons house in the garden*



*Shud put this as Yoga's advertisement*


*still keeping with anonymous~*

As promised, sorry ya my dear readers, lately a lot things bothering me...here u go...the pic of langkawi =D..

*looks like a hanuted mansion ~Aseania!*


*guess what ? tat 5452 is me and june's IC number...4 ekor belakang...*


*stunned ~*


*catch the eagle !*


*a lonely back....*


*me and K with the parrots, wakaka...*


*a very leng zai monkey+a very yeng zai monkey! LOL~*


*only with birds....*


*wakaka, me again =P*


*feed fat fat rabbit can made them a very tasty "SATAY!" =X*


*never forget come to Langkawi must drink beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeers like water ! Asahi only rm1.20 ~ WTF ?*

Today is my 1st day to my new company,im a contractor, this is the only thing im not hepi with.

The rest fine, colleagues fine, working place fine, food nice(but very exp),imagine 1st day have to eat Carl's junior burger which i IMPOSSIBLE will finished, hehe...thanks to wai ming, he is my new colleague, fat, but very very frenly...be with this bunch of ppl will sure get younger 2 or 3 years, hehe...and, they are younger then me or same age as me.

im in helpdesk and imaging department,supporting english and also japanese laptops and servers image=D i dun even have a clue wat im doing, so basically its related to fixing laptops, tats all...hehe...but moving fwd ! not to server yet, cos im still rookies to laptops and PCs >.<

tml 9am will have a training about new joiner, so i guess i might knwo some ppl backthere....next week my teamlead have asigned another training session for lotus notes, they got test !!! and who failed will treat the whole team baskin robin !!!!!!!!! IM STUNNED ! =O

tml onwards will bring lunch box until fri, then join colleagues for lunch again....too ex food cant afford la >.<"" and then exchange staff at One Utama shopping center, is so near, one corridor only go thru OneWorld Hotel....

At last...i enjoy working there, hehe !

王菀之——认命（电视剧《银楼金粉》主题曲）完整版歌词
好喜欢家燕姐的独白啊～～～

认命（电视剧《银楼金粉》主题歌曲）
歌手：王菀之

OS By 薛家燕

(读白：天荒地老　最好忘记

　　　 笑也轻微　痛也轻微

　　　 生老病死　相聚分离

　　　 身不由己　心不由己)

曾经我不太相信　定了宿命

曾经我想去反抗　命中注定

如果我感觉心跳　没法安静

谁愿听

在岁月里飘和沉　是我的命运

无望中哑忍　痛苦中偷生

用爱换最伤教训　妄想走近

因此生出了遗憾

曾想过不顾一切　另创天地

曾经你想抱紧我　最终退避

如果我可以改变　就勇敢地

留住你

(读白：浮萍落花 颠沛流离

山盟海誓 力竭筋疲

笑饮砒霜 魄散魂离

爱有尽时 恨无绝期)

在岁月里飘和沉　是我的命运

无望中哑忍　痛苦中偷生

用爱换最伤教训　妄想走近

因此生出了遗憾

梦会自最光变暗　让爱转做恨

流下的眼泪　是我不甘心

让恬静惹起微尘　我不安份

根本不应该发生

曾想过不顾一切　另创天地

曾经你想抱紧我　最终退避

如果我可以改变　就勇敢地　忘掉你

Have mentioned to u about the latest club tat opening at AvenueK-Quattro , tats the one in my photos....take a look the.............front door only ! wakakaka....




*get closer baby....*

They put rain thru the entrance, and some umbrella of cos...and when u passed by the club, u will "CAUGHT IN RAIN" =D Special eh ? planning a trip ^*

All this while, Tesco Extra cheras have a place tat always attracted my attention and is my "sweet escape"...guess what ?? today i bought one dozen of donuts from BigAppleDonut, hehe....


*what's inside this Pandorabox ???*


*12 of them are my favors!!!!*


*still left only 3 in my refrigerator, i ate 3 at one time ! waakakak...*
*parents have choose 4 to eat too...=D*

Sweet donut, giving sweet moment, enjoy it with families and ur fren =)
this box only cost me rm21 !!

so empty now....

Oh no !!! so long time no see, i saw some spider web hanging at my blog, hehe...IM BACK !!
This week is my leaves, have to clear of all my leaves in the company, and 23rd is my last day working with AO !!! to be honest, never be so HEPIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII b4 !! HAHHAHAHAHA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
so, will be starting the new job in new company at 3rd of Nov 2008 !!! 楽しみにしているよ～～～

Marge and Ed have sent us some pics about the 2 babies =)
My nephew and niece, I LOVE THEM LIKE MY OWN SON AND DAUGHTER !!!there are 2 angels to Khoong's Family !

so cute.........................................and im speechlesss seeing them smiling like angels...OH GOOSH !

Just flipped back my old email, i found this quite funny...

為難 ：在擁擠的電梯裏想放屁。

幸運： 在屁出來之前，其他人都下電梯了。

高興： 電梯裏只有自己一人，輕鬆自在的放一個屁。

後悔： 太臭了，連自己都忍受不了。

羞愧： 臭味消散之前，有人上電梯。

痛苦： 電梯裏只有自己和另一個人，那個人放了一個更臭的屁。

鬱悶： 放屁的那個人裝作若無其事。

孤獨： 放屁的人先下了電梯，自己獨自忍受屁臭。

委屈： 屁兒沒散盡之前，又有人上電梯。

鬱忿： 跟媽媽上電梯的孩子指著我說：媽媽，他放屁。

崩潰： 媽媽告訴孩子：總有不自愛的人！

當人真難 ～

new club launching soon in Avenue K...
4 seasons club....Club Quattro(in Italian meaning 4)

http://www.clubquattro.com/main_temp.html

but the website is kinda lame lo, maybe its still under constructions >.<

有些人，在你身边，爱护你，发誓他永远爱着你，而你却不懂得珍惜。
有些人，在你身边，不关爱你，而你却还喜欢他，无药可救。
有些人，在你身边，守护你，用一辈子爱你，栽培你。
有些人，给你机会，给你名利，你的伯温。

Before turn to 28th i want to have my LV monogram briefcase...

Today, not feeling well, woke up headache and headache till now.
Today, scolded by my sensei, she said i didnt study well. broken heart.
Today, waiting calls, waiting sms, no reply.
Today, argued, argued, and misunderstanding, no cure.
Today, decided something always bothering me, which i think i quite wrong in my life.
Today, i finally cried when i was sick. Its gone seriously.

Last weekend, i "took" early back home after my shift to join a brunch of Malay colleagues of mine to go Ramadhan buffet Buka Puasa at Ancasa Hotel. RM53++, not so worth but what i get is....Hepiness with them ^^

*Emy is missing from this pic !! >.<" *


*hungry jas and someone took a sneak-shot!*


*There are u ! The gal with green is Emylia, she is very pretty ^^*


*Im still holding fork and spoon in this 3rd pic >.<" ha ha ~*


*see my face !! i know someone is taking pic !!*


*Fiz is curious seeing im still eating tat steak, keke...*


*Missing everyone soon =( *


*WASAI ! See tat eye bag ! @.@ HUGE LIKE GOLD FISH !!*


*Everyone ^^*


*from left: Me^^, Emy^^, Hanif, Zam, Ali, Anwar, and this is just testing the cam.*


*wats Zam doing ?-.-" *


*Everyone !! I ll miss u ~~~*

some word, wont stay until tomolo.
cos tomolo, will be past tense, and u might dun have the chance to express to ur feeling to him/her.

Seems like mama is having some fun with her handfon lately.
She's been taught by us daughter to learn how to sms since i bought her a new fon =D
so she can text us when she is boring alone at home =)

mama: Sze, pls write down all the short form for me ?
me: why ah ?
mama : *blush* because i wanna learn how to write short form typing sms ma!
sze: ooo.....^O^ <- a big OH ! hehe...

so, now im writing sorting by alphabet for all the short forms...wanna one by word oh ! ~
teach ur parents how to sms, one way of communication well with ur parents too =)

Just finished one Singapore movie and finally settle down to sit infront of my Pressie typing this entry. The movie title is "Money not enough 2" 真的感触良多.

i cried from the middle of the movie till the end !!!! T.T OMG, is touching till i headache >.< hmmm...Aunty LiMing is very very god in acting oh...she is staring as one old aunt that have 3 son, useless 3 sons...and bcos these 3 sons...she suffered a lot, even until she almost dead....if i have these 3 sons i rather bang my head to the wall instead of seeing them sending me to old folks home by not taking care of me!!! is been a long time i cried for one movie...(and i dun think Titanic worth crying anyway...) Recommend to all those bad sons and bad daughters !! U SHUD GO AND WATCH THIS AHHHH !!

at last, i would really hope bad sons and bad daughters shud take the time of ur life, to take care, to incharge of the rest of ur parents life....爱自己，更爱家人.

actually i shud upload this earlier, but due to streamshity problm,tats why i long long didnt update this pic up, this is what i bought back for my Langkawi trip....hehe....dun bark me again ah ! i skat :P:P:P:P:P:P:P


*from left: JD's choco, JD medium pack, JD superb mini and Absolut Vodka superb mini*

i only drank one can of Asahi ahhhhh !! LOSER MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!
tot wanna buy tat 2 liter Asahi back to KL for my sensei..luckily didnt oh ! hehe, cos custom only allow 1 liter, kekekeke....and..................Sapporo is so awesome CHEAP, too bad ! im broke...

for some ppl tat truely dun understand their status :

Dun simply bark at ppl when u are angry, cos there are no cure for anger just to chill down.
So, go find a lampost, pee on it if u want to.

宣告中止，你会怎么样？

答：没有怎么样. its all up to u...

i realize my life arent very "transparent" for all of my readers. So lately i will post up some of my "real life" pic, in home, in work or in anyplace...if u guys dun mind my cam sux, and low resolution...hehe, sorry ya ! no money to buy cam is like tat ya... 1st of all, kick start with my meebo, hehe....im working close with meebo each and everyday in the office=X below is my list of ppl tat shown online...

*u can also check out meebo.com for more info.*
*signed up user can enjoy free appearence tat designed only for meebo user.*
*stable and convenient too =) suitable for office use XD kekeke....*

those without my MSN, this is my MSN id : pskhoong0518@hotmail.com
pls add me to ur list =)

I back to hometown lately(to be honest, tats not mine hometown, is my mama, im typical KL gal....) cos i heard they have this traditional god birthday ???!!! the festival have celebrated 117 years....these is the 117th years, and is 1st time at NIGHT PARADE... here are some pics tat i took at the festival...pix tell everything !! it is malaysia culture, different view from a city gal =) presenting to all the City Ppl...


*cute bomba station i saw at Sekinchan.*
*i went there to eat seafood !!! their food are Xcellent ~*


*never missed this when u come to Sabak Bernam.*
*Mee rojak, not exp, only RM3.50.*


*my cousin told me this is from Anson(another town not far from Sabak Bernam.)*
*very traditional chinese dragon, the weather is so cooling and we are walking across the street.*



*1st pic: 6 mei, meaning inside the sweet congee, there are 6 items cooked together.*
*2nd pic: Lobak, a traditional food from Penang originally, with special spicy and non spicy sauce, tat is AWESOME.*
*3rd pic: Sotong(squid) and Sawi(a kind of vegi) my cousin bro asked to put more sotong then vegi, they are freshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !! ~thumbs up~*
*believe it or not ? the above food are not exceed rm10, if in KL, i think they are sucking blood.*


*This is a legend, once the "god" choose someone, then they will get posses by god, these are the choosen one.*
*the bold head sitting above the nails chair ! =O*


*these pretty parade wagon from Sekinchan...*


*u guys can guess this funny guy is possessed by who ? kekeke....*
*the guy with a =O is one of my cousin bro, he is nice !!*


*after 5km of parade, and i DID followed, we have back to the temple again...*



*blink blink car parade ~*
*oh oh !! Dragon dance !! keke....tot only see this when some old man is birthday or chinese new year.*


*these are those nail chairs...*
*the fella will carried all the way to the parade then back to the origin place.*
*its said, Celebrating the god birthday.*


*after a longggg night, the other day i woke up and aunts are dragging me to Chianting to have lunch...*
*guess whats inside this building....is those bird nest...u know????in this freaking bigggggg building ????*


*old temple, different with the one i shotted.*
*oh tats me ! a sudden appearance infront of the temple.^* *


*oh~those 2 are my aunts, and another one is running too fast..keke*


*beside the river band, they stay quietly and peacefully like a big family =)*
*if let me choose, i aint gonna stay there, cos i wont wanna swim at my own shit lo >.<*
*the stall aunty just thrown everything into the river lo !!! yerrrrr...*


*after lunch, im going back to KL...on the way home, i saw this at Sekinchan...Ring Ring fatt~零零发！*

hope u guys enjoy this post, coming up more =) stay tune to jas.