明天是我的假期了，好开心噢~~^^
不过，过了明天就是地狱了。>.<
明天和K逛逛夜市。香港的朋友一定没有什么机会在香港有夜市逛吧？可能明天会带一点照片让你们看看，呵呵~

发觉原来我朋友不多，不过很多都是可以谈心的。虽然也有时候被出卖。-.-"
不过在我最低潮的时候，他们还是愿意伸出手帮忙，探出耳朵听我讲话。
就这样，一个又一个的问题迎刃而解。

人啊，还是不要那么贪心的好，呵呵~
现在看着一个网页的小说，科幻小说。蛮好看下。恶灵谈判专家。
你们一定觉得我很无聊吧？其实不一啦。
我这个人很有伸缩性的，可以很安静，可以很癫，可以很吵。
不是每天出去就是代表自己的社交能力很好，只有空虚寂寞的人才会迷失于霓虹灯之间，交流着，被动着。
我？还好啦。

Lately...i fall in love to a indon song, which is sung by Samsons...i really wish i can dedicate this song to my K ^^ and also Hafiz, is Hafiz sent me this song...and K helped me to find also...hmmm...touching !! >.<
Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu
Yang mampu menyanjungku

Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun
Aku mampu tuk mengenangmu

Darimu...
Kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku...
Kau lah cinta sejati

Ooh...

Bila yang tertulis untukku

Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang tlah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

Ooh...

和fulen谈天很高兴。原来大家都是大女人一个。
发觉原来自己有钱可以花，不用看男人脸色，真的好痛快！
呵呵~男生啊男生~不要以为世界上所有的女人都是看你们的钱做人，天下还有我们这些大女人撑着！

Saturday night, promised parents to company them to Sabak Bernam, Kuala Selangor.

Woke up at 630am....blurring....cos slept around 2am at the other night, so a panda eyes @.@ hehe...anyway, here's some pic i wanted to share...pix always spell the thousand words =)

*my lil luggage, and i made my backseat a "luxury seat", hehe....

holding Patrick like holding K ^^ lolz...

*on da way to Sekinchan for an expected brunch....

*Braised fishes + young potato vegi + steamed fishy(this cool)

quite affordable, only rm43

*LEFT OVER !! fishes bone, this fish is extreamly lotz bone, but the bone is soft bone type.

*place to buy best yong tao fu, cheap and nice =) oi all the city kia,

u will never c this at KL laaaa....appreciate it!!

*ever see so many dried coconut ? dun think this is useless, it can be use as oil after some process. Bought 10 coconuts, 5 for K^^ and 5 for myself, only rm15/= >.<

*this restaurent at Kuala Selangor, facing "river", so, we choose this as having our lil

"mee break" 江南皇帝面(braise seafood Kong Lam style mee)+宫保虾姑(Gong Bou Lai Liu ha~) normal looooooooooo the food ! i prefer KL better !!! altho....rm23 only for 3 persons.

So, went back around 530pm, take a shower....wrote blog, planning to sleep....zzzz...

so freaking tired !! go drink coconut water sin...................kekeke....o.o"

Tat night, is shi fu farewell, of cos i been invited to his "party" too. Fu len 630pm reached there(HALO cafe @ near UCSI) When i arrived, i saw a bucket of Heinekan there oledi....shining bottle inside a bucket of ice. Sit down, fulen head one wisky cup to me."Oi, drink la!" i saw my cup filled with beers... what................................im working 12am ehhh !! and im going to drunk now ?? at this party friday night ? And the saddest part is......im working =(

After a while, we captured few pics...there u go...

*Esther, my ex colleague which always complaints..zzz...but anyway, she is a nice person.

*this Garfied looking fella is my shi fu, he is going to shift to one networking company as Manager!!

*(left)my ex boss, great person too ! and right is my fulen !! hehe..2 HIAO POH =P

*took my fon and took their own pics, 自恋狂!!lolz

*tat is Chee Hooi's hand with heinekan~me + Esther.

We had a great night, i left around 2130, TOO BAD !!!! they stayed until 0000 T.T

really wish to join them longer time....and i so sleepy tat night....never ever sleep at the sofa before but i did tat night after some beers, hehe....

*blink blink~* tonight...at the night...hehe...
very hepi i can get my KE970 =D LG SHINE !!
i hope nth happen to this fon again ya !>.< else i will heartache till dead..
there are some pic need to upload, guess what...i cant detect my memory status is company pc, wtf.....pix up soon~waitup !=D

tml movie with K...男儿本色. Tat K curi curi go booked tix without my notification, hehe...but i very hepi he know what to do la =D ~ his frens asked him watch, then he knew i wanna watch, so decided to give up his frens and watch with me T.T thanks >.< !!!

Best time to go there, places to visit, air tix, exchange rates, visa, how much i need, vice versa....i need 2 weeks to settle all this....this will be my 1st time long distance alone travel =)

今天很不开心。来到公司对着SM和老板的“complaints”时更加生气。真得很生气那班香港的烂摊!
他们最会什么？就是无关痛痒的投诉。TMD !!原本不管我的事却是我分内事的问题都搬上来讲，他们真他妈的得空。那么得空，拿什么incentive啦？人工那么高，读屎片吖？？

被人家complaint了过后又被人家在电话里面怒o孔。
真的他妈的倒霉。被朋友说是我的错。因为我不会沟通。哇！霎那间我崩溃了。会不会不是你的问题，大佬！你说工作上遇到的问题/委屈是不用哭的，算了！但是，沟通eh..

我没有错。
也不需要道歉。

I DID NOTHING WRONG, why shud im the one who shud say SORRY for u ?u scolded me in the fon,why shud i wanna be tat good to u ?

欲望，是唯一能拉近彼此的距离。你觉得这样的关系健康吗？
真的要将感情埋葬吗？问了很多问题，都给不到自己答案。

i went for an interview at Scope International today. Worried, and keep on thinking while im sleeping. Ya, i seriously worried what the interviewer think about my ability, cos i really need this job. I tried to let myself looked pro, but it sux anyway, anyone can see im NOT.

And at night im sooooooooooooooo sleepy right now. Didnt get to sleep much, headache....wtf ! is challeging my patient...........

在暗淡的灯光和五光十色的彩光灯飞快的旋转下，她带着醉意跳起舞来。一个男生，走过来也和她靠近着，几乎贴着她。两个背影看起来连密。她渐渐的退缩，退到另一名朋友的身边继续跳舞。在另一旁，一双眼睛看着那个靠得很近的男生，手里拿着香烟，站在一旁的他。他注视着她，管不了她，就任由她。这一切她看在眼里。虽然这样做有点幼稚，但是她还是做了。她又靠近那个看起来很好色的男生，和他跳起舞。

“我觉得你今晚蛮enjoy吖！”他驾着车，一丝醉意都没有清楚地说着。
她沉默着。无语，只看着窗外，带酒味和香烟味道的衣服搞得她头昏眼花。
他朝她的方向瞄了一眼，继续驾驶。
“你明白什么啊？不要装的一副自以为是的样子！”她出声了，声音沙哑低沉，但是比收音机传出来的还大声点点。
“我这样做为了什么？为了让一个人看。”她还是说了出来。
她单纯的以为他会拉开她。但是他没有，还是后悔了这样愚蠢的行为。
还为她的举动作了那么一个安排，一个绰号。就是“enjoy和不会闪”。
“为什么你的朋友会你不会呢？”
“因为我知道你是什么样的人，你会乱来。”

事实上，她并不想在乎了。算了吧！

This so FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNY ! ever see a bicycle drift ?? this kid with Usher "Yeah !" can do it !!

Drifting Arab Style
Uploaded by Attu

One of my colleague open this video, we have a good laugh on it, HAHAHAHA !!
HK style drift king...

陈慧琳 - 一刀两断

漫长关系
曾经是城中话题
但仍转突然消逝
别离之后
把他的信件销毁
绝情便绝到底
难道
掉了甚么便没有甚么
这些桌椅都曾经对座
坐着也是难过
离座亦痛楚
一刀要两断家私都要弃丢然后独处难奈怎么思念你
只好靠自己即使分离
寻回日记像活在一起
天
想到往日所写一切偏偏都关于你最后为何离别你
身外物抛开
我心中有你
回望逝去幸福望日记在哭
竟写到某天我不舒服
望着你那热粥
连病亦满足
一刀要两断家私都要弃丢然后独处难奈怎么思念你
只好靠自己即使分离
寻回日记像活在一起
天
想到往日所写一切偏偏都关于你最后为何离别你
没记忆犹如等死
无法一生一起
唯有终生记住你
遗忘当初怎么你我日夜一起
遗忘今天可甘愿突然忘记你
难道我只懂想你
想得多美
总会过期
一刀要两断家私都要弃丢然后独处难奈怎么思念你
只好靠自己即使分离
寻回日记像日夜活于一起
天
想到往日所写一切偏偏都关于你最后为何离别你
若记忆仍然不死
我懂得记起

Timbaland Lyrics

如果要忘记一个人，先忘记味道，忘记拥抱，忘记亲昵，忘记拉手，忘记他的胡渣砸你的感觉，忘记他曾经陪伴你的早餐，午餐和晚餐，忘记他三更半夜买烧夜，忘记他对你的照顾，忘记掉所有所有。。。

但是你要记得他如何载着其他的女生，记得他如何的回避你，记得他免得就免，记得他的无情。

这样，你才能忘记他更快。

p/s:我没有教你们记仇啦，只是一点小提示而已啦，嘻嘻！=P

衰女还继续找工作中，星期二有interview,希望我会拿到，塔罗牌说我会有困难。我不怕。我这份人最怕没有工作做，没钱开饭我真的趴街啦啦啦~~

p/s: VACANCY唔好睇geh.....无聊之极，劣作劣作~>.<

This is the pic i took at Aquaria KLCC.....

i almost blackout yesterday night.Wow~ after a cough syrup and a flu medi....hehe...cant get to study after compiled my resume ready to send to Kian. This month have to prepare everything to welcome the next month. Spirits are very high! hehe...waiting the challege to come...
A lot of frens helping me to find jobs, some want my resume, some gave me contact, some even helped me to open account to apply the jobs, haha.....THANKS OH !! for all ur support, i have greatly encourage to change job soon. I LOVE U ALL ! MUCKS !!

I still have 4 months to go for my JPLT lvl 3, so no slacking oledi !! Altho K come for a visit, he just can lay at my bed watching Supernatural, hehe..pity him.>.<"

Yesterday night, just after my work, i have sent one sms to UK, for Vince. Knowing he i still alive, hehe...and ya ! asked me to put more english in my blog...o.o" SORRY LO !! but i just wanna expressed my feeling thru chinese ma, i think tats romantic, hahahahhaa......
and Khinko complaint it b4 too....Soreeeeeeeeeeeey lo !!

this coming sat, K cant actually company me whole day >.<>
So, after watch movie in Time square tml 1330 and he will go work 1800, =( but nvm...i ll see him real soon ^^ My class start at 1900 also.....dated fulen at 2100 to see tarrot, haha...im such a superticious kinda gal...but tarrot, a fren helped me to see b4....is accurate and im soooooooooo into it !! packed packed.....didnt go clubbing for a long time, maybe plan for a clubbing with all my frens along =) u know who u are.....kekeke.....i think my blog need some pics, i will upload some Aquaria pic to share with u guys...on the next post la ! haha...cheers !!

黄色皮制的大沙发，懒洋洋的下午，毛毯裹着冷冻的双脚。这双脚陪她走过无数的岁月，她无法停止使用，因为这双脚对她的一生很重要。还记得十多年前在这栋房子里面充满了笑声和喧闹。她回顾着打骂孩子的情景。她有三个女儿。三个悠然不同又复杂性格的女儿。
大女儿独立自主，二儿女刁蛮任性，小女儿乖巧柔弱。转眼间，躲在一旁的钢琴似乎带她走入一个时空隧道里，放任她往后看的欲望。
她看到自己躲在厨房里，聆听着钢琴的一点一滴旋律，偶尔会有错误的音符，不至于毁掉那听似熟悉的乐章。几年前，她和丈夫买了一架陈旧的钢琴，让二女儿学音乐。但是事实往往就是那么残酷，二女儿喜欢的是画画，他们却坚决的反对，因为画家是没有出息的。父母的苦心，孩子怎么会明白呢？所以都经常吵架，打骂。她张开眼睛，决定不让一个不愉快的回忆毁了她的下午。
留下了空荡荡的房子，冷气散漫了整间房子。她现在过得还算宁静。女儿以前觉得很大的房子现在觉得很小了。因为她们都快高长大了，屋子再也关不了她们自由的灵魂。

我写的是我妈妈的感觉，有时候拨电回家的时候，总是要从新输入号码，发觉自己很少拨电回家。我关心我家人的程度真的偏低，父母和我吵架，我比他们还凶，因为我不想让他们误会我，我更不想他们担心我。我不知道妈妈的药丸要吃多少，我不知道爸爸在公司是怎么样，我更加不知道当他们痛苦的时候向谁发泄。。。如果我要求他们谅解我，不如我们这些小的先谅解长辈不是事半功倍吗？

生病的期间时间过得很慢，往往总是想要用文字联系着对方。
虽然不是什么风光的事，总觉得应该有一个出口。
试探着，试探着。想得到的答案不是这样就是那样，事实就应该接受。
我从来就没有什么美貌可言，出现在幕后的往往就是我这种名分的。
小时候，写作文离题了，老师还是给我及格的分数，只因为我将故事编制得很完美。
无奈的是，我还是离题了。
我不想再写一些关于我自己的东西了，这样觉得很无谓更加无味。
用心写我爱写的文章，这是读者想要看的吧？
把自己当主角已经不是很潮的做法了，就是想改变我文章的动向。
让大家清楚知道，世界上除了我们自己，要观察的是我们身边的一切。

明日は会社を休みます。
今晩は医者に見てもらつた、彼は多き薬にもらつた。。。
風があるんです。。。。

吓了我一跳，昨天体重机告诉了我。
在短短的瞬间瘦了3公斤，呵呵！
我都不知道为什么。可能为了一些事情不开心，或者担心一些什么的。
我知道瘦得很不健康，但是承认自己好像患上少少的厌食症。=)
这样也好啦！胆固醇不会偏高。=D

Today is not my papa birthday, but we have celebrate with him one day earlier. hehe....i bought him a present and a cakey...


Creative Zen Stone, which i saw this lil thingy 2 weeks ago at some IT shops near KL.
Creative Zen Stone.
The one i bought is 1G, the reason why i choose this is becos is easy to use, and is protable...and easy to charge, somemore up to 10 hours of batt life(my ipod like 4-5 hours ? or maybe 3??)
Can it doesnt need any playlist tat display on screen, but this Stone have 2 version, one is WITH SCREEN called the ZEN STONE Plus, one this is without screen ZEN STONE.

ZT-plus are more exp then this, the reason ? FM radio and microphone.
ZT-normal are cheaper cos is basic kinda mp3.

This is my 1st time trying Creative product, i hope it wont disappointed me =)

ps : one thing !! Creative's headphone is much more better then iPOD one !!! BUUUUUUUUUUUU Ipod !! i have changed my ipod headphone to Sony also!!!!!

Here is the birthday pic ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA !!! We love u forever and more ~~

23:46分，车子在高速公路上奔驰。
听到收音机里陈峰那教训人的口气，听着听着，收音机传来一首耳熟能详的歌。
原来是陈淑桦的“梦醒时分”。开口大声的唱了起来。
哈哈，超级痛快！！

喜欢她的歌词，那么简单直接一针见血。

你说你爱了不该爱的人　你的心中满是伤痕
你说你犯了不该犯的错　心中满是悔恨
你说你尝尽了生活的苦　找不到可以相信的人
你说你感到万分沮丧　甚至开始怀疑人生
早知道伤心总是难免的　你又何苦一往情深
因为爱情总是难舍难分　何必在意那一点点温存
要知道伤心总是难免的　在每一个梦醒时分
有些事情你现在不必问　有些人你永远不必等

想在11月辞职。
为的就是一刻不开心的心，不被重用的心。

I was feeling depress while writing my resume at the middle of the night, without musics, i tot i will feel a bit concerntrate....but im wrong, my resume is empty, i dun have achievement, now tats the purpose i dun want to write/update resume all the while, feeling so shit just now...
a fren, from singapore have msg me in meebo, asking whether im frust cos of someone, my answer is NO, i frust bout myself. But is so nice he came and talk to me, i feel a bit filled up =) thanks Ming...

This year i told myself i going to pick up a course, that is MCSE. I dun care la....i just need it. Im finding course for it, anyone have any idea whether where i can find a good and affordable place to study ? u can msg me in meebo, im almost online 18 hours a day, 7 days a week.

I DUN GIVE A SH*T on AO LAAAAAA...Fishhhhhhhhhhhh it !!-dedicated to Nai Ma the milkmum.

这次的日文考试，老师对我非常的抱怨，因为-〉128/200分-.-" 有哪个老师不会抱怨呢？
我不是个production人物，我现在只能用这句话代表。
要我读书并不难，这是这不能耐太久。（天吖！这小孩要读书还要有性格呐~~~ -.-）
目前我能争取的诗挽回老师对我的信念。呵呵~好像很难哦！不过一定会努力成为好学生。

Life is not a one way straight highway, tat u can see clear sky and bright sunshine.
If u choose ur path, stay closely on it, cos u can only live once.
I've learned. Love is my big enermy, and myself is the biggest enermy.
It doesnt cost u a million dollar to give out ur everyhing, but it cost u more then tat.
What do u want ? plan it....do it.
Tats what im thinking now...

i wrote this to encourage myself, not to entertain anyone of u =P